American Spirit

For my next book I am putting together a collection of short stories I have written over the last 10+ years.  A lot of them were products of Creative Writing courses I took going to college in the late 90's, early 2000's.  This is one I wrote in just such a class and it started out as a third person story with two characters, but in re-writing it I have decided to change it to a first person narrative story.  I've noticed lately that almost every book I've read in the last year have all been told in the first person, so I'm trying to become more familiar with this point of view.  You will find common themes with a lot of my writing at this time and they are drama and heartache.  Oh, to be a teenager in lust - I mean - love!

Here's a rough draft of my story...

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American Spirit

            The dry, burned taste of smoke is the only thing keepin' me sane 'cuz I haven’t heard Jennie's voice in three days.  The one comfort I find is in the rumblin' sound of the Amtrak Surfliner passin' outside my apartment.  At least someone's gettin' outta here, I think.  I push a stray piece of hair away from my forehead and know immediately Jennie'll tell me it’s time for a haircut.  I hate it when she’s right.

            I see my alarm clock glowin' in the growin' darkness across my bedroom.  8:15 it says.  She texted she’d be here at 7:30, so in Jennie Land, she’s right on time. 

I felt so relieved when we first met, outside of a coffeehouse three months ago.  Our first conversation lasted for hours.  We mostly discussed important things like if we really believed the world was gonna end in 2012 or if we liked drivin' with the windows up or down on the freeway.  And every time I looked into Jennie’s mockingbird-blue eyes I was sure she was finally my fair shot after so many unfair shots at love.  I hate it when I’m wrong.

            I get up from my chair to retrieve a bottle from the fridge.  I’ve made the executive decision to replace my glass of water with one of wine.  Just like Jesus, I think in my head.

            I hear the apartment door creak open and turn to see Jennie standin' there, filling in the space in a way only her slight body knows how.  She's wearin' her usual tight and frayed gray wool sweater and I note she is holdin' onto nothin' now but her own two hands. 

            “You wanted to see me?” she says, trying so hard to sound unaffected by the distance that has grown between us in the last few days.

            Yes, I did want to see you, I think to myself.  She has this wild look in her eyes and I can’t for the life of me remember why though.  Why would I want to see someone who is so obviously repulsed by me?  You practiced everything you wanted to say so well, I tell myself.  It’s like a play.  You just need to say your lines.  But somethin' won’t let me.  I take a seat back down in my chair and decide she can talk all she wants tonight.  I’m not sayin' another word.

Be gentle, this is my first time.

Hello, Blog-o-sphere!

I have had a Tumblr for the last couple a years and was recently told the reason I may not be getting as many hits as I was before is because Tumblr is mainly now a porn site.  Since my blog, unfortunately, did not have any nudity I can see why there was a decline in readership.  I am hoping to change all of that with Blogspot.  IF you are interested in seeing any of my past posts, you may visit www.easyluckyorfree.tumblr.com.  Again, you will be disappointed if you think there will be any porn on my page because I'll tell you right now, there is not.  And I apologize.

So, why did I start yet ANOTHER blog??  Well, I published a novella called "The Awful Truth of Loving" on Amazon.com earlier this month and am trying to find the balance between positive online marketing and falling into the trap of just being "spam".  I don't want to be just "spam".  I've never tried the stuff that comes in a tin can and I don't plan to anytime soon.  Also, I certainly don't want to be the person responsible for forcing it on other people.  It's gross.  I'm hoping with time I will be able to streamline all of my Facebook, Twitter, and blog accounts into one efficient information machine.

Here I will post writing I am working on, snippets from past or upcoming writing projects, and a good amount of literature review yay's and nay's as I read almost a book every two weeks since buying a Kindle (blatant Kindle sales pitch!).  

It is my belief that storytelling is as much a part of our DNA as the colour of our hair.  Think about it.  We watch T.V., we read, me listen to music, we go to the movies.  We love stories and we can't get enough of them!  At any given time of day we are either listening to someone else's story or telling our own to someone else.  I hope to share my stories as well as others' stories with my readers.  Please let me know if you have any suggestions or if you would like me to read/review any of your own writing!